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Can you believe it's been 23 years since 9/11?

To me, it seems like only yesterday. 

I was in New York City on July 26th of 2001, six weeks before 9/11, and visited the South Tower observation deck with my boss from Florida, who had come to New York to see her family. 

Here are two photographs from that day...


Like all of you, I clearly remember where I was on September 11th and how I felt watching it unfold. 

9/11 is something I will never forget. Nor do I ever want to. 

I moved to Manhattan less than a year after the Twin Towers were complete, so I hold a sentimental connection to them. 

Even now, 23 years later, I still get very emotional whenever I watch a documentary on 9/11.  

I have visited the 9/11 Memorial many times, and every time, moved to tears. With each visit, it felt as though I was peeling away another layer of grief. 

Throughout the years, I've discovered new findings about 9/11 that focus on different aspects, such as the survivors, those who witnessed that day first-hand, the family members of those who perished in the towers, in the planes, at the Pentagon, and in Shanksville, PA.

However, what has had the most impact on me are the documentaries focusing on the first responders of 9/11. They are the true heroes, many of whom died while saving others. 

Today, I would like to focus on the first responders...




My inspiration for this post came from watching a YouTube video featuring Christine Ebersole, an extremely talented actress/singer with whom I attended acting school in 1974-75. 
 
In the video clip, Christine shares a touching story of how her life was deeply affected by First Responder Captain Billy Burke after being asked to sing at his memorial service at St Patrick's Cathedral. She never actually met him, yet Christine was profoundly touched by his spirit. 

She was transformed from fearful to fearless. 

Captain Billy Burke-


A native New Yorker, he was born on March 9, 1955, and grew up in Plainview. He was the second of six children. From his perspective, he was born to be a firefighter. He was the son of a deputy chief in the NYFD. Yet his father did not want his children to follow him into his profession. Retired at age 64, he was worn down by smoke and stress. Yet Billy dreamed of fighting fires since childhood and he would always remember what his dad taught him about what to do in a burning building: get the civilians out and then take care of your men. He saw this as the family code even as two of the world’s tallest buildings collapsed.

Billy, the Captain of 21 Engine, was in the North Tower with his crew as the South Tower fell. His crew kept calling, “We got to get out, Cap.” His answer?

“You guys go ahead; we’ll meet at the rig.”

Billy disappeared to search another floor, making a final sweep for those in need, the helpless who might have been trapped; a citizen in need of a fireman, while his crew made it out before the North Tower also collapsed. 

His body has never been found.


I dedicate this post to Captain Billy Burke, and all the other brave men and women first responders, who fearlessly put their lives in harm's way to save others. They exemplified unity.   

Please know that you are greatly appreciated, loved, and forever remembered. 


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*In case you're interested, here is the link to the video with Christine Ebersole. It will touch your heart deeply. 



*More about Billy Burke from his sister.

26 comments:

  1. Oh Ron, I can't tell just how emotion this post made me. I'm having flashbacks. Being a native New Yorker, I clearly remember how I felt on that day, and even afterward. Like you said, it's something you never forget. I was still living in Long Island, NY at the time and my family and friends were all speechless. All we did was cry. For days and weeks. We were scared too. We didn't go into the city for almost six months.

    Isn't it incredible that TWENTY-THREE years have passed? It seem like a second ago.

    I'm with you, the first responders are the true heroes. I can't imagine what they went through then, and even now. How can you see something like tthat, up close, and not be scarred by it forever?

    I knew nothing of Captain Billy Burke, so THANK YOU for sharing his story. What a handsome man is was. Such a sweet smile. And thank also for sharing the link to Christine Ebersole, I am so looking forward to watching it. I'm sure I'll need a box of Kleenex, right?

    Thank you for this post today, dear man. Thank you! xoxo

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  2. Every year when September 11 approaches, I can't believe how far back that was. But at the same time, it feels like it just happened. Even though I personally don't know anyone who was involved in 9/11, it was something that felt extremely personal because it was a universal hurt. Even my friends in Europe felt it. I too get very emotional watching a documentary about that day. And not only in New York, but Washington and Pennsylvania as well.

    This post is so beautifully presented, Ron. I didn't know anything about Captain Billy Burke, but I'm so glad you shared his story. I will definitely check out the links you shared too.

    "Please know that you are greatly appreciated, loved, and forever remembered." -- Amen!

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  3. Good morning, Denise!

    " I was still living in Long Island, NY at the time and my family and friends were all speechless. All we did was cry. For days and weeks. We were scared too. We didn't go into the city for almost six months."


    I know. And I think of you (and other people I know from NY) when 9/11 approaches each year and know that you feel the devastation of that day even more so. My first year in NYC, I lived at Pace University, which was so close to the Financial District and the World Trade Center.

    Yes, it seems like only yesterday, doesn't it?

    " I can't imagine what they went through then, and even now. How can you see something like that, up close, and not be scarred by it forever?"


    Me neither. And not only emotionally, but physically as well.

    I was on YouTube last week and discovered the video with Christine, so that's how I found out about Captain Billy Burke. But up until that time, I knew nothing about him. The video is very moving. To listen to her talk about the experience really touched me. And then when she sings, Amazing Grace, it brought me to tears. And she sings it acapella.

    Thanks so much for stopping by and sharing on this topic, my friend. I'll be thinking of you tomorrow.

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  4. Good morning, Abby!

    "Even though I personally don't know anyone who was involved in 9/11, it was something that felt extremely personal because it was a universal hurt. Even my friends in Europe felt it."

    That is sooooooooooooo true! You're right, it is a UNIVERSAL hurt because it was something we all felt for one another. And even though it was a horrendous day, what always moves me to tears is how everyone united and supported each other. And that is something we need to remember at this time.

    Throughout the years, I've watched so many documentaries about all three places that were attacked that day.

    I loved the video that his sister shared because she speaks of him with such a positive attitude of who he was and how she knows he did what he did on that day because it was what he was meant to do.

    Thank you for stopping by this morning and sharing on this topic, Abby!

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  5. Powerful tribute, Ron! You have such a wonderful way of constructing your posts, both visually and verbally.

    "I was in New York City on July 26th of 2001, six weeks before 9/11, and visited the South Tower observation deck.." -- that gave me chills! And then looking at the photos you took that day made it all the more chilling knowing that you were actually there not longer before the attacks.

    Do you know what always gets to me? When I'm watching a movie that takes place in New York City and seeing the Twin Towers in the background; knowing they are no longer there.

    Have you been to the Freedom Tower One World Trade Center, I'm curious?

    I've not been to the 9/11 Memorial, but I know that I'd get very emotional. Its hard to fathom that it's been 23 years, isn't it? I'm sure every year when Sept. 11 gets here, the families and friends of those who were lost on that day, goes right to the heart. It's like reliving it each year.

    Tonight when I get home from work, I will check out both links. Thank you, Ron!

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  6. How incredibly heroic, but sad that his father sort of knew, right? 23 years is a short amount of time in the grand scheme of things, but it seems as though Americans have forgotten, doesn’t it? We were so united after that tragedy, but now so divided.

    Thanks for sharing this captain’s story and for a post about remembrance. XO

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  7. Hey there, Daniel!

    Thank you for your kinds words. I was very moved to share this post about 9/11, particularly after seeing that video on YouTube and finding out about Captain Billy Burke. I've posted about 9/11 in past years, but haven't done so in awhile.

    "....knowing that you were actually there not longer before the attacks."


    I know, that freaked me out a lot. In fact, I called my boss from Florida after it happened and we both were talking about that. I'm so glad I took that shot of the Twin Towers because I still have it. I took that from a boat ride that we took around Lower Manhattan.

    "When I'm watching a movie that takes place in New York City and seeing the Twin Towers in the background; knowing they are no longer there."

    Meeeeeeeeeeeee too! I watched the movie, Moonstruck, not too long ago and there is a shot where the camera pans the Twin Towers and my heart ached. Those towers were such an ICONIC landmark for NYC.

    No, I have not be up to the Freedom Tower observations deck. I've seen the tower while at the 9/11 Memorial, but have not felt the desire to go to the top. Maybe one day.

    For sure, I can't imagine how the family members and friends feel each year at this time. I'm sure they are brokenhearted.

    Thank you so much for taking the time to stop by and sharing on this post topic, Daniel. Have a great week!

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  8. "but sad that his father sort of knew, right?"

    Yes, he did. Almost like a sixth sense.

    " it seems as though Americans have forgotten, doesn’t it? We were so united after that tragedy, but now so divided."

    You are so right about that. SO right! Why is it that tragedies seem to unite people, yet that feeling of unity always seems to dwindle as time moves on? Like now.

    Thanks so much for stopping by and sharing on this topic, my friend!

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  9. It takes such a special person to be a firefighter, doesn't it, Ron? I see it being almost a "vocation" in which they feel "called" to do that. Bless them!

    I remember 9/11 like it was two seconds ago. Last week, while adding things to my September calendar, I suddenly thought, "OMG...it's here again!"

    Did you ever see the documentary, 9/11 One Day in America? I've watched it several times and it will always move me to tears. I watched it unfold on my television, but I can't even imagine what it must have been like to BE in New York City on that day.

    Thank you for sharing about Captain Billy Burke, and you're right....they are the real heroes. And many of those people are still suffering the physical (and emotional) scars from that day. xox

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  10. Good morning, Candice!

    I absolutely LOVE how you expressed this because I so agree...

    "I see it being almost a "vocation" in which they feel "called" to do that. Bless them!"

    Yes, it is a vocation. It has to be. Because you have to want to do it so bad, that you're willing to accept the possibilty of losing your own life to save others. I so admire firefighters!

    I know, I thought the same thing. It finally dawned on me last week that 9/11 was the following week.

    "Did you ever see the documentary, 9/11 One Day in America? I've watched it several times and it will always move me to tears. I watched it unfold on my television, but I can't even imagine what it must have been like to BE in New York City on that day."

    Yes, I have seen that documentary and very much like you, was moved to tears. Even watching it on TV was horrifying, so I can't even comprehend what it must have been like to experience it IN NYC, as it was happening.

    You're right, so many of those first responders are still feeling the affects (physically and emotionally) from being there that day. And it sickens me to know that our government did nothing to help them until just recently. And that's only because they were shamed into do something. How pathetic!

    Thanks so much for stopping by today, Candice! Appreciate your comment!

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  11. I feel the same, Ron. Especially if I were you and had visited the Twin Towers. I'm not so sure I would want to go up the Freedom Tower.

    I know the scene you're talking about in the film, Moostuck! The view is from the Brooklyn side, looking over to Manhattan. What a great film!

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  12. Yup, you know the scene! And oh how I LOVE that film! I watch it once, sometimes twice a year. It makes me happy whenever I watch it.

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  13. Ron, like Denise, being a native New Yorker, I so clearly remember how I felt (and my family too). We felt paralysed. As we watched it on TV, it seemed surreal, as if we were watching a horror movie. Thank god we didn't have anyone directly invovled with 9/11, but it didn't matter because it felt like it was happening to ALL of us. The pain was universal.

    "I have visited the 9/11 Memorial many times, and every time, moved to tears. With each visit, it felt as though I was peeling away another layer of grief. " -- that's a perfect way to describe it because it's identical to the way I feel whenever I have visited the memorial. We've been back twice, and each time we couldn't even speak because it felt as if we were on sacred ground. Like walking through a cemetery. But it took me years to go back to that area after 9/11.

    "Billy disappeared to search another floor, making a final sweep for those in need, the helpless who might have been trapped; a citizen in need of a fireman, while his crew made it out before the North Tower also collapsed." -- what a hero he was! As were all the first responders.

    Thank you for sharing Capt. Billy Burke's story, Ron. That photo of him standing infront of that gorgeous orange sky is so touching. Like an angel!

    Lest we forget! xoxo

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  14. Good morning, Elaine!

    Being a native New Yorker, thank you for sharing your experience that day.

    This so perfectly describes how I (and many other people felt)...

    "We felt paralysed. As we watched it on TV, it seemed surreal, as if we were watching a horror movie. Thank god we didn't have anyone directly invovled with 9/11, but it didn't matter because it felt like it was happening to ALL of us. The pain was universal."

    Yes, it did feel surreal. TOTALLY. And it felt like I was watching it in slow-motion. Like you said, it was a universal pain - Abby said the same thing in her comment!

    And true, visiting the memorial does feel as if you're walking through a cemetery on sacred ground. Which, it is. I took me about 6 years to go back to that area. But since then, I've been back many times.

    " The photo of him standing infront of that gorgeous orange sky is so touching. Like an angel!"

    Isn't that photo such beautiful? I found it online and thought it the perfect way to conclude this post. Yes, he looks like an ANGEL!

    Thanks for stopping by, my friend. I'll be thinking of you tomorrow. Enjoy your week!

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    P.S. And are you not enjoying this fabulous cool, autumn, weather? I am!!!!

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  15. Oh, friend, this post is so moving. Seeing you on the observation deck just weeks before the attack brings up so many emotions. I don’t think anyone alive today can forget where they were when the planes hit. I was walking down my street with Anna in a stroller, heading to a friend’s house to take our little girls to the park. When I arrived, my friend opened her door and shouted that airplanes were crashing into buildings. The rest of the day was spent on our landline phones, trying to reach family. Her brother worked at O'Hare Airport, and we were all deeply worried about what might happen there.

    23 years have passed, and it feels like both a lifetime and just yesterday. Our world has changed so much since 9/11.

    Anna’s boyfriend is a first responder now, and it’s deepened my compassion and respect for first responders and their families. I’ve always had respect for them, but it’s become much more personal.

    Thank you for sharing Billy’s story. He will always be remembered.

    Love you, my friend. 😘❤️

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  16. Hey there, Kari!

    I know what you mean because when I look at that photograph, it brings up so many emotions for me. Who would of thought that only six weeks later, those tower would come down. And so violently.

    "When I arrived, my friend opened her door and shouted that airplanes were crashing into buildings. The rest of the day was spent on our landline phones, trying to reach family. Her brother worked at O'Hare Airport, and we were all deeply worried about what might happen there."

    Thank you for sharing that, my friend. Isn't it something how we clearly remember exactly what we were doing that day, and how we processed it? I'm sure, with your friend's brother working at an airport, she was DEEPLY worried. I would be too.

    Yes, the world has change since 9/11. And in many ways, not in a positive way. It's something how when we go through horrendous experiences, we all have compassion for each other and reach out to help. However, as time goes on, we go back to our old ways of thinking that we are separate from each other; seeing only our differences.

    Much thanks for stopping by and sharing your thoughts and feelings on this topic. Muchly appreciated!

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  17. Bwhahahahahaha! OMG....YES....that's one of my favorites! It's freaking hysterical!

    To me, Rose (Olympia Dukakis) had the best lines in the film!

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  18. Ron, I was still living in New Jersey on 9/11 and do you know what I remember most about that day upon waking in the morning? How gorgeous the weather was. Not a cloud in a bright blue sky, sunny, and a perfect temperature. You could feel fall moving in. It was a glorious day. Which was such a huge contrast to the horror that began at 8:46 AM, which the first plane hit the North Tower. I had not gotten to work that day because my shift started at 9:30 AM. Needless to say, I never went in.

    One of my friends knew someone who was in the South Tower on a lower floor, and thankfully got out before it collapsed.

    Like you, and so many others, when 9/11 rolls around every year, I can't help but feel emotional. "With each visit, it felt as though I was peeling away another layer of grief." - I felt that way too whenever I visited the memorial.

    Thank you for sharing this post, Ron. It's a hard one to talk about because it involves feeling the pain. However, you did it in a uplifting and positive manner, by highlighting Captain Billy Burke, and all the first responders who were heroes that day.

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  19. Robert, you were living in New Jersey at that time? Wow...I'm sure you could see all the smoke in the sky and perhaps even smell it because it went on for miles and mile.

    "........do you know what I remember most about that day when I got out of bed? How gorgeous the weather was. Not a cloud in a bright blue sky, sunny, and a perfect temperature. You could feel fall moving in. It was a glorious day."

    Yes, me too! The weather was such a HUGE contrast to what happen at 8:46 AM. And from there, it only got worst. I had just moved to back to Philly (May of 2001) and even there, I could feel the terror in the air. The city got so quiet because people where emotionally numb, walking around like zombies. No one talked.

    "One of my friends knew someone who was in the South Tower on a lower floor, and thankfully got out before it collapsed."

    OMG..thank god they got out in time and that they were on a lower floor. It was the floors above the crash area that were doomed.

    Thank you very much for stopping by and sharing your experience that day. Yes, this is such a difficult topic to talk about because it's so painful, even now. But for me, if I try to focus on some of the good things about that day (such as the first responders), it feels more bittersweet.

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  20. Ron, I wanted to watch the video with Christine before I commented. It was so moving! Not only her singing (which was acapella), but her story as well. It touched me how though she never met Billy, his life altered her life in such a powerful way.

    Thank you for sharing this post, which I am commenting today on 9/11.

    Thank you for also sharing your photographs of the day you were at the Twin Towers. xo

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  21. Good morning, Clair!

    Thank you for takng the time to watch the video clip.

    "It touched me how though she never met Billy, his life altered her life in such a powerful way."

    Me too! And to hear her explain that so beautifully is what moved me the most because you could feel the impact it had on her.

    Thanks so much for stopping by today, on 9/1, and sharing your feelings. Have a great rest of your week!

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  22. Wonderful tribute, Ron. None of us should ever forget 9/11 and the sacrifice and heroism on display that day. I remember I'd just started my web design business and was pulling into the parking lot of a place where I was to make a presentation (trying to secure them as a client). When I heard the breaking news on my car radio, my journalism training kicked right in. I stopped, listened for a while, sent up some hurried prayers, and went inside (not particularly caring about the business one way or the other -- I was more focused on the news.)

    Thank you for telling your story -- I don't guess I realized you were in NYC at that time -- and for sharing Billy's story. He's one of so many who gave their lives that day. Hard to grasp that it's been 23 years now.

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  23. Hello there, Debbie!

    "...my journalism training kicked right in. I stopped, listened for a while, sent up some hurried prayers, and went inside (not particularly caring about the business one way or the other -- I was more focused on the news.)"

    Isn't it something how everyone of us can remember exactly what we were doing and how we felt when we heard and saw the news about the attack?

    " Hard to grasp that it's been 23 years now."

    I know. It feels as though it happened a minute ago, doesn't it?

    Yes, I was in NYC in July and visited the observation deck with my boss from Florida. Who would have ever thought that 6 weeks later, they would come down. And I'm so glad I took that photograph of the towers from the boat we took around Manhattan that day.

    Thanks so much for stopping by and sharing, my friend. Hope you're having a great week so far!

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  24. Ron, I read all your posts but I don't always comment because I'm lazy. But I had to comment on this specific post because it really hit hard. I feel just like you, and others, about 9/11. Although it happen 23 years ago, and it's even hard for me to realize it was TWENTY THREE YEARS AGO, I feel like it just happened. I remember that day and exactly where I was and how I found out. I was at work and someone in the office yelled out over the whole office area that the Twin Towers in New York just got hit by a plane. We all looked at each other like, WHAT DID HE JUST SAY?!?

    I didn't know anyone personally who died on that day, but it didn't matter because I felt the loss so deep.

    Wow! I got chills looking at the photo of you and your boss on the deck of the south tower only six weeks before it happened.

    Thank you for posting this and for sharing the story about Captain Billy Burke. He, and so many other first responders, are heroes. And to think that so many of those responders are still suffering with post-9/11 illnesses.

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  25. Hey there, Sammy!

    No worries. Please feel free to comment whever you feel moved to do.

    Thank you for sharing your story on that day, 23 years ago. Isn't it incredible how we can ALL remember everything about that day - when we heard, where we were, and how we reacted.

    How I found out was a friend of my from Orlando called me that morning and said, "Are you okay? Are you watching the news?" And I said, "Why would I not be okay and no, I'm not watching the news." However, when I turned my TV on, I instantly saw what she meant. She said that one of the planes (93) went down somewhere in Pennsylvania and she was worried about me.

    I didn't know anyone personally either, but I felt like I did because I felt like it happened to ALL of us.

    "And to think that many of those responders are still suffering with post-9/11 illnesses."

    I know, isn't that horrible? Thank god for Jon Stewart Became and his advocacy for 9/11 responders. I so admire and respect him for doing that.

    Thanks again for stopping by, Sammy. Have a great rest of your week!

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